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My Daughter’s Messy Room Drove Me Crazy, Now I Miss

Our teens are back in their rooms, and I am prepping dinner in the kitchen when my husband comes home from work. I gesture to the kitchen bar. It is covered with our daughter’s stuff —hairbands, bobby pins, earbuds, iPod shuffle, textbooks, notebooks, binders, laptop, journal, and the current book she reads. Her messes used to stay in her room, but increasingly, they have claimed our family living space.

“I’m done,” I say. “It’s time for The Talk.”

Teen's messy room created a conflict with her mom

Teen's messy room created a conflict with her mom

I wanted my daughter to clean up her room.

I have a long-standing history of straightening up after my daughter. As an active, creative type, she had never been neat as a child and was even less so as a teen. When she was younger, I would plow through her messy room. After she left for school every morning, I felt compelled to pick up dirty soccer clothes, a crusty bowl from the morning’s oatmeal, and a random headband lying in my path. I would make piles. I’d throw her comforter over the sheets as I walked out the door, so the bed at least looked made.

But really, what I wanted was for her to clean up after herself. Wary that my interventions were only enabling her messy habits, I made weekly checklists to get her to uphold a minimum standard of neatness on her own.

This ushered in a new type of tug-of-war between us: It was on me to enforce the different methods I kept introducing. She would improve, but then life would accelerate and she would regress with full force. I stepped back in and tidied up. It was a tiring see-saw. Not only that, I grappled with guilt because I felt like a pushover and also smarted from the additional work I was absorbing.

We talked. I cajoled. We argued. I nagged. But mostly bit my tongue and unloaded my frustration in my journal.

I was having the same conversations over and over again in my head. My 13-year-old daughter stashes clothes under her pillow! And it’s only a few steps in one direction to her closet, a few steps in the other to the dirty clothes hamper. Things disappear in her bed! She was worried to death over a lost watch, which she later found — in the folds of her sheets.

I had felt it my parental duty to foster the maxim that tidiness is a foundational life skill in my child because, right or wrong, I wondered if a chaotic environment would hamper her chances for a happier, more prosperous future. “There are long-term benefits to keeping a tidy space,” I explained. It leads to greater productivity and reduces the odds that you’ll misplace things. I thought it was a good conversation, but — nothing.

I blamed myself for not effectively instilling this value in her. She was demonstrating that it was possible to be a solid, well-adjusted kid and successful student without being neat. She was as unique as she was messy, and this combination challenged my categories.

After I pointed out the mess in the kitchen, my husband didn’t think we needed to talk to her. He argued that she was navigating the burdens of a heavy academic load, college applications, plus athletics and teenage relationships. A lecture on tidiness was a refusal to see our daughter beyond the messes to what mattered most.

“Laugh it off!” he said gently. “Focus on enjoying the daughter we have. She’ll be out of the house in under a year.” Off to college, scattering her messes to uncharted territories. My husband’s words encouraged me to reconsider my position and let go once and for all. I had started doubting my hell-bent mission to make my daughter a neat person years earlier, yet my internal agitation had persisted.

Once I separated my sorry sense of failure as a mother, I could better ask, why did this matter so much to me? If this was one area she was getting wrong, I realized there were hundreds she was getting right, maturing into a thoughtful young woman despite my private agonizing over her messy habits.

My efforts to alter her in this one arena were impeding my pure enjoyment of who she was. Instead of trying to fix her, I needed to accept that, though she was my daughter, she was unique — a completely different person from me. This messiness was my issue, not hers, and the condition of her room didn’t make me a bad parent, just as it didn’t make my daughter a wrong person.

Once I stopped trying to change my daughter’s messiness, I saw her differently. I loved her more freely, with fewer judgments flashing through my mind.

I admit, I did start straightening her room again, but this time with love racing through my veins, not the obsession of a reformer. During the summer between high school graduation and college, she worked as a host at a nearby restaurant and often closed, arriving home near midnight.

Feeling the pangs of her detaching, I would wander into her ransacked room in the evenings, tip-toeing over her stuff to reach her blinds and shut out the dark. I switched on her bedside lamp. I straightened her never-made bed and then folded it at a perfect angle. I carefully retraced my steps, turning off the overhead light. I softly closed the door. I didn’t tidy it thoroughly, but I let her know I was there with a few little touches.

We never spoke about it until we hugged goodbye in front of her college dorm in early September.

“I love you!”

“I know,” she said. “You showed me every time you made my room cozy and ready for me after work.” In front of me was an independent-minded young woman and I regret how long it took me to regard her messes as a whimsical part of her, adding to her depth and complexity as an individual. Today, her signature messes are gone.

I miss them.

More Great Reading: 

Is There More to a Teen’s Messy Room Than The Mess?

Love Mama, A Letter to My Daughter Before Freshman Year 

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